Sucker Punched

There’s no way for us to see what’s around the corner in our lives. We live, make the best decisions possible, and constantly adjust to the challenges that come our way. It’s usually when things are going well that we get the wind knocked out of us. I recently had an experience like this.

In June I completed my second year as an Assistant Principal. I have learned a lot over the past two years and established relationships throughout the campus. Our administrative team was strong and our campus was moving in the right direction. I was feeling really good about going into year three.

The day after my contract ended I received a call that I would be moved to a different campus. My heart sank and several thoughts and emotions rushed throughout my mind and body. There had been several administrative movements and to my understanding they were complete. I clearly was wrong.

My emotions were getting the best of me. I was very upset, mostly because of the way the situation was handled by district leadership. I did not have a chance to speak with anyone prior to this decision being made. I felt that my options were taken from me. Also, because of the timing, it would not have been smart of me to look for a job outside of the current district.

I was faced with a difficult decision. Either I began my job search knowing that I would be starting my contract with a prorated salary or deal with the decision that was made for me. I chose the latter and started the process of wrapping my mind around what was coming. This was not easy.

My new admin team and I have been able to work well together so far. Everyone has been welcoming and seemingly ready to collaborate. I made the decision to do what I’ve always done, give my best for the teachers and students that I serve. I still have moments when I get upset about the way the move was handled. I’m sure I will continue to have those moments throughout the school year.

I will work my way through this season of my life. It will be difficult moving forward to trust district leadership. An honest conversation as to why thirty administrators were shifted around would be appreciated. This is something that will probably not happen. I am thankful for my job, but I am a human being.

This coming school year will surely test me. Having to learn a new staff, students, and parents is like being a first year administrator all over again. I’m sure that this will strengthen my leadership skill set. I’m doing my best to be optimistic.